bleh. this is probably going to be one of the worst christmases i'll ever have to endure but whatever. in the philippines, christmas starts way early--specifically when the -ber months start to roll in-- and ends way late--early february most likely. it's ingrained in every Pinoy system. must. celebrate. christmas. as. soon. as. possible. and usually, that'd be the case for me. i'd go along with the flurry and celebrate with the whole world. but this year, it'd been different. i don't know if it was because of the stresses from exams, duties and anything related to school but i just…