I just got off the phone with Frederick. It’s been weeks since I’ve last talked to the dude and I miss him and all, but, and it is a very big BUT, I couldn’t help but feel that pang of bitterness when I heard his voice. I knew that it showed (or in this case, it was heard), that sound of disappointment I made when I first heard his voice. I’m not going to deny it; it was that green-eyed monster welling up in me once more. Yes, I was jealous at the dude’s luck. I couldn’t help it. But…