If I had the chance to let the version of me from three months ago see the me right now, I’m sure that the me from the past would be totally laughing her ass off at the present me.  You see I got a taste of the good stuff and just like any other junkie out there in the world, I want more.  The whole thing was just a high, just the thing I need in this world that I’m beginning to be bored of.  At least this way, I have one thing to look forward to.  If only…