The weekend’s over 🙁

Currently:

READING: My Fifty Shades Freed review, in the vain hopes of correcting any typos. Also reading text messages from friends on Viber and Facebook messenger.

WRITING: Some blog posts for next week, hopefully. I figure I can get started on some of them before I go away again, this time for ten days. Also hoping to write about the Outlook Safari experience in my travel journal, just to complete the entries.

LISTENING: The Fifty Shades Freed OST, LOL. I really like the soundtrack to the movies, you guys, please don’t judge me too harshly.

SMELLING: The scent of the floral hand cream that A got me last Christmas from Japan.

WISHING: That I get around to drafting that letter; I know for a fact that I can do it, but I’m still on the fence about rocking the proverbial boat. I foresee that it’ll cause me much grief and much drama at work and I honestly don’t know if I have the energy for that shit this year. I know that I have to do it eventually though. Also wishing that I can get my luggage + camera + electronics under 7kgs. Currently it’s at 6.12kg but I don’t have the camera in the bag yet so.

WEARING: Night clothes because after this, I think I’ll go to bed.

LOVING: Not a lot of things right now, unfortunately. My mood’s been screwy because of this letter thing.

WANTING: Courage and time so I can get this unpleasant experience over and done with. Whatever the ending to this will be, right now I think I want it more than my current position right now. I don’t think that made any sense, but in essence, I want things to change. I just don’t care for the drama.

NEEDING: A full night’s sleep. I still wake up at 3 in the morning, it’s ridiculous.

DRINKING:  Green tea – I managed to make one cup tonight.

FEELING: Weird. And Torn. Mostly weird, though.